it's been a long time since my last post.. aaaaaaa... the truth is i AM a bad writer, and which gives me reason why i havnt post anything here.. right now i'm watching this videos at iworx.com.. rindu UPIC so damn much.. during this UPIC prog, there was this girl who's interested with imran... heeeee... jelez ke? nope.. (yeke?) :p
i'm gonna say that i am not worried bout this issue, but however it does makes me realize that this is only the beginning.. we both gonna start working (seperately).. there will be lotz of gurls (or boys~heee) who may come between us.. i am not saying that by having those thought is reflecting my trust towards him.. nope.. i am just worry what if this 3rd party thingy gonna affect our relationship? the reason why i'm saying this because i know someone who have kinda strong relationship, and still their relationship was not work out as planned..
she was madly in love with her hubby.. there were so damn cute 2gether (trust me).. the thing is, after her hubby had graduated and start working somewhere else, there was this other girl (i'm gonna call her WITCH~because she has crooked nose) who was interested with the hubby, had tried to seduce him.. that was cheap.. the WITCH is so damn cheap.. well, in the end my friend and her hubby broke up.. damn than WITCH~bodo.. aaaaaa... i dont wanna these things happen to us.. i cant picture myself witout him.. yes, i am madly in love with imran..
the truth is, i AM freak out with the fact that we are gonna go for our practical training.. that means no more studying 2gether, no more dinner 2gether, no more skipping class 2gether.. and with the fact that we are going into the "real world" as an adult, that also freaks the hell out of me.. but hye, if i look at the +ves side, as for turning into an adult means "boleyy kawen xlama lg".. haha..
really want this relationship to work out.. dont want anyone else but him.. he is the one.. no doubt.. so, this is what i think i gotta do..
i have to be an adult as to be with him
i have to survive this adultary world as to be with him
i have to learn on how to be the best for him
i have to understand him more than anyone else
i have to be the reason for him to succeed
i have to be the reason for him to be happy
i have to love him more as to be with him
i have to be every reason for him to live
i love you, Muhammad Imran Ibrahim
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